'The loss of education is the loss of the future itself': Palestinian Children and Educators on 24 Months Deprived of School.

'Our plea is for action, not compassion'.

A young student, twelve, al-Mawasi

For the past two years since I was last inside a learning environment. Two years since I heard the school chime at my former school, sat at my desk and participated actively during my preferred subject. At times I still distinctly recollect the familiar scents and noises: chalk dust, wooden scraps, joyful sounds in corridors. But my school no longer exists; it was targeted soon after the conflict started. My textbooks turned to ash, and companions perished.

I was in elementary level on that fateful day: the last day I went to school. That early hours, alert signals sounded through the passageways. Some students wept, others clasped palms firmly. Our educator attempted reassurance, but even she sounded shaky. I remember wishing for a ordinary day; instruction, break time, a poem recital. Instead, that day marked the end of my old life.

Hostilities have claimed innumerable aspects. But the toughest sacrifice of all is education, because that is the loss of the future itself.

Now I reside with my mother and father, male relatives and sister in a crowded shelter in al-Mawasi. The tent walls move with air currents, keeping neither cold nor heat away. We line up for sustenance and drinks. Energy access is fantasy and seclusion is unavailable. Hope feels fragile.

At darkness, I look up at the night lights through the openings of my tent and wonder if my companions see the same sky. Some message me when they can, saying they yearn for classes and have kept their previous journals; like relics of a vanished time. I feel remorseful because I’ve misplaced all of mine.

I once dreamed of becoming a teacher to support young residents acquire knowledge, even when life was hard. Now I aim for being a journalist – to draft, to speak and to show the world what it signifies to be a minor in Gaza. I want to tell our stories of anxiety and deprivation, but also fortitude. Because even here, amid death and ruins, our words continue.

When connectivity is available, I try to study digitally. Other times, I attend a modest shelter where volunteers teach us math and Arabic. The lessons are short – the electricity cuts out or the airstrikes begin again but in these instances, I feel alive. I remember who I was: the student who adored mathematics and poetry, who thought knowledge could alter reality.

Hostilities have stolen countless aspects; our dwellings, schools and kin. I lost my uncle, his partner, and their children. I said goodbye to my beautiful city, that southern city, which is only ruins now. But the most painful deprivation of all is education, because it represents the forfeiture of tomorrow.

To the global audience, I state this: keep our hopes alive. We don’t want pity, we require steps. Young residents merit literature, learning environments and safety. Education is not optional, it is a essential privilege. The territory is not just ruins; it is children who still dream under aerial surveillance at darkness. It is my account and I will persist in composing, even if all I have left is a fractured utensil and a scrap of damaged material.

'Pupils inquire: "Are you alright, educator?"'.

Naglaa Weshah, forty, instructor in al-Bureij camp

I have been teaching in the region for more than a decade. Originally in Khan Younis, then in a different town, and presently in the central camp in the heart of the region. In pre-conflict times, I used to teach several sets of about 40 students each, almost two hundred forty individuals keen on education.

Educating them was my purpose and joy in existence, and I still recall the gleam in a student’s eyes when a concept was understood; the sort of occasion every teacher strives for.

I always was convinced instruction should be full of life. My classroom was a area of recreation, art, and motion. We designed geographical illustrations, acted out historical events, and turned lessons into stories.

Laughter always permeated the space as curiosity substituted anxiety. Yes, even in earlier times, young residents were always frightened. My classroom was a place of safety but after the seventh, everything changed.

My educational institution became a shelter for families running from the bombs. Soon, it was targeted and completely destroyed. There are very few schools remaining intact in Gaza now. For this period, everything has been abnormal. The war has destroyed every aspect of our reality: protection, residences, learning places, aspirations. Apprehension and mourning are perpetual experiences.

Many of my students are now deceased – minors who talked about aspiring to be doctors, artists, and educators. They were deprived even the privilege of living. Those who are still here experience starvation, displacement and weariness – and nevertheless, they still hold onto the will to learn.

At times, when the online access permits, I get in touch with a small number of them. They write asking: “Are you safe, teacher?” We exchange short messages, miniature instruction, minor flashes of connection amid the disorder. They ask if situations will ever go back to normal. I state to them I have no answer.

All over this territory, teachers, volunteers and non-profits endeavor education in all available spaces: in temporary structures, ruined educational areas, or packed refuges. Schooling has become an demonstration of perseverance, a way to say: “Our presence continues.” And so long as we continue learning, we will endure.

Many of us are also parents. I am a mother of {three|several

Dennis Henry
Dennis Henry

Elara is a writer and life coach passionate about sharing stories of transformation and resilience.